I've been busy ?

I don't like how much school work people are making me do. I spent 13 hours on AP govt yesterday and i felt like death this morning when i woke up. Apparently if you don't get enough sleep for 3 days straight your immune systems efficiency drops to about 40% (or something close to that number) and swine flu is on the rise so now there's a really strong chance that I'm going to get H1N1 and die.
So if there isn't anything written on this blog for a while its safe to assume that i am dead. And I blame the school system.
I don't have time to do anything that I really want to do, I'm stuck doing a ridiculous amount of homework and I know everyone else feels the same.
Until next time (or until i catch the flu and die)
Au revior.

So my best friends dumb..

So im not exactly pissed off persay, but my stupid best friend found my blog through my other friends blog, AND THEN TOLD EVERYONE AT DINNER, okay maybe it was like 3 other people but still. One of them was my boyfriend and on my other connecting blog not the nicest things were said about him. Not that hes not a great guy or anything I was just in a bad place and kindof cheating on this other guy with him and it was bad, and i would prefer him not to read it at all. Ever. Love you KXS. So now i'm a little bit mad but not really because I know for positive that i would have done the same thing to her, but now some super secret secrets may be leaked.

oh fudge.

Anyway, i mise well talk about something important, not really.

So i know that HE wont talk about this on his blog because neh neh neh i dont know, but my boyfriend is leaving me for college like in 5 days. Hes going to be a Soph in college and ive know him for 2 years so we've done the leaving eachother thing before but it was never when we were in a super serious, mostly, relationship like we are in right now. Its been like 2 months, which isnt that long, but weve been hooking up for like over a year, this time its just legit. And its like a really big deal for me and people dont understand what im going through right now because im trying to be faithful and hes fucking leaving me for 3, if not longer, months.

oh well, maybe ill just go with him. ha. over my mothers dead body.

Tribute to NAW <3

plaaaayaaa plaayasss

really guys, do you really have to have like eleven fucking girls at all times ? do you not have feelings at all ? i think players need to be hit in the head, because really they will (hopefully) grow out of it and the sooner the better. the only thing worse than players.. are guys who switch back and forth from being a player, to being a really great guy. sometimes this just happens and i dont know how to react to this shit.

the social ways of today are ridiculous, guys just show off all the time to see who can get the hotter girl and feelings don't even matter anymore. guys get jerkier and girls get sluttier because they're trying to catch the attention of a guy thats practically impossible to catch.

can i fix this ? no. i havent even been able to fix a player even slightly. i've told them off, argued, tried to reason with them.. but all they want is more ass.

ridiculous.

find me a nice boy ?

impossible.

and a make him cute please ?

not happening.

bleh.

people who don't work hard

i'm on a team for my school, been on it for almost 2 years. and technically we're not allowed to make cuts, stupid rule. we have some of the laziest people on our team, who are taking up MY damn space. some of them are really cool people, and i love them to death, but i get so fucking mad when theyre wasting everyones time just because they want to sit around and chat. because they aren't doing hard work in practice, they will never participate in meets which means that because i do participate, and i need time to work at my skill level they're taking it away from me. it makes me, and the other people who actually work hard at this sport incredibly angry which messes us up, especially since what i do takes a hell of a lot of concentration. soo frustrated. im trying to convince my coach to talk to them and make the lazy asses go away.

Don't you hate..

when you learn something AFTER everything dramatically changed and now it is completely not irrelevant. i know i personally have zero control over what people tell me but id definetly appriciate it if people would just tell me straight up all the time. i dont care if someone tells me i look ugly, or they think im being a bitch, just tell me like ASAP so i can move on. today i read my ex boyfriends blog. he started it.. when we were still going out, and i being the perfect little girlfriend (not) didn't actually ever read it. well we broke up almost 2 months ago and i'm already with another guy, but DAMN i wish i'd read that before. it said all these super mega sweet things. and oops, i broke up with him for his best friend. ma bad.

fml

beeteedubbs thats a phenomenal site if you want to feel better about yourself

fmylife.com

fucking halarious, i totally spent 3 hours reading all the posts on there.

one day ill have a life. or not